Using a manual wheelchair and a Batec

This is a post for another day but there are different mobility aids for everyone, even people with the same illness. Some people like myself also use a mixture of mobility aids to meet their needs depending on their symptoms at thar time or for certain occasions like leaving the house or going longer distances such as when shopping.

Best of both

My wheelchair and Batec

Having both a manual wheelchair and my Batec wheelchair power attachment I feel like I have the best of both worlds. I can use my chair manually when I’m able to like around my home. Then when I can’t push my chair such as when I’m out my bungalow I can attach my Batec and zoom off. This means I don’t have to struggle pushing my chair and my Batec allows me more freedom and independence.

I definitely wouldn’t manage without my Batec and my wheelchair and Batec really go together. I definitely couldn’t be a manual wheelchair user without my Batec either. Even just going out to the post box I couldn’t manage by pushing myself. My Batec enables me to do so much more.

One of the reasons why I got at GTM wheelchair is because they are so compatible with Batec’s.

Using a manual wheelchair 

For me when it comes to my wheelchair I use a manual wheelchair with some adaptions to make it easier for me to use.

In my years looking into buying a wheelchair I did look into folding electric wheelchairs but they just didn’t ‘click’ with me. I didn’t like the standard seating and just sat with a joystick to move around, though very energy saving for me just didn’t feel like it fitted with me.

I’d tried out some manual wheelchairs and they felt more ‘me’ as I liked being more mobile but I hadn’t yet fully made my mind up on going for a manual wheelchair and electric wheelchairs were still on my mind.

When I got my demo with an ultra lightweight manual wheelchair I realised that actually I can push myself. It also helped that the demo chair’s push rims were gekko grip push rims so it made me also realise with additions like this it would aid my ability to push a manual wheelchair. That’s how I ended up with my GTM Mustang manual wheelchair. (Just to cut a long story short).

My GTM chair is very lightweight making it so easy to get around in. Some of the additional customisations I went for are large push rims with gekko grip. The push rims are ergonomically shaped making them so comfortable and going for the larger size even though my hands are small I find them easier to grip especially if my hands are in spasm. The gekko grip is amazing and such a great addition I don’t know how I’d push my chair without it. It’s so amazing, I can even push my chair with my hand in a fist or with the heel of my hand. I also got Spinergy wheels for my chair which are really lightweight wheels. The lighter the weight of my chair the easier it is to push.

I like having a manual chair as it keeps me active and I like to feel active in my chair. While I’ve got the ability to be in a manual wheelchair I want to be able to use one. I’m doing a lot of work with my physiotherapist to help me strengthen my arms and shoulders so I can get around in my chair.

It is still very exhausting and difficult sometimes though. I do known that maybe one day I might need an addition to my chair like a Smart Drive which is a power assisted device for wheelchairs that I’ve looked into. It’s a bit like a miniature Batec but it helps me push my chair.

My Batec

I have the Batec Mini 2. There are different models of the Batec depending on what you want to do with it. My Batec can be folded up which makes it easier to transport and store.

My Batec attaches to the front of my wheelchair. Under my wheelchair I have a bracket to dock the Batec so it can attach and detach. It literally takes less a minute to attach or detach my Batec from my wheelchair it really is that easy.

I got my Batec before I got my GTM chair but getting my Batec made me realise just how much I really needed a new wheelchair. I made me realise how my previous NHS wheelchair really wasn’t meeting my needs. I’ve had my GTM chair just over a month and it’s really changed my life. It’s also a lot more comfortable to ride with my Batec too.

Having my Batec is amazing and has really helped my mental health. I’m not able to push myself around to go out for some fresh air but now I can. I’ve even gone along on a bike ride with my Dad on my Batec and I was easily able to keep up with his speed!

I also love the suspension I have in my wheelchair and it’s so comfortable to ride in my wheelchair with my Batec.

Having a Batec is essential for me. I was so lost without it when it was out of action until it was fixed. Without my Batec I was unable to leave the house.

I also find my Batec more sociable. It’s nice to be able to ride alongside someone like when I’m pushing my chair alongside someone just like you do if you were walking together, only I’m in a wheelchair.

What I’m loving lately… April

What I’m reading…

I’ve just finished reading ‘In Bad Faith’ by AL Fraine. It’s a crime detective novel. I rated it 4/5 I quite enjoyed it and it was well written and the storyline was good. I was just a bit disappointed with the lack of bodies to say that the killer was supposedly a serial killer killing off homeless people but there was just the one body in this book. I did like the layout of the book, the font and line spacing. I’ve now just started reading the sequel ‘Hell to Pay’ so I’m hoping for more bodies in this book. (Yes I know that sounds a tiny bit morbid.)

I love reading in the morning in bed still in the warmth of my duvet with a hot drink.

What I’m listening to…

The audiobook that I’m currently listening to is ‘Eat Pray Love’ by Elizabeth Gilbert. A book I’ve wanted to read/listen to for a while. I was inspired when I saw someone I follow on social media posting that they were reading it on their flight so it prompted me to get round to reading it. (Audiobooks are still reading.) I’m really enjoying this book, especially as I didn’t realise that it was based on true events. I thought the book was a novel until I started reading/listening to it. I’m even more keen now to watch the film version once I’ve finished this book.

What I’m watching…

I’m now watching ‘9-1-1’ on Disney+ as I’d finished watching all the seasons of ‘9-1-1 Lone Star’. That one was based in Texas but ‘9-1-1’ is based in L.A. I like to have a drama on the go to watch to get lost into.

I’d love to rewatch ‘Greys Anatomy’ and then go onto the seasons I haven’t yet watched of that especially as all the seasons are available on Disney+ including the new release seasons.

Another drama I’m loving that I’d highly recommend is ‘Good American Family’ it’s based on the true events on Natalia Grace and the Barnett family told from multiple viewpoints. I’d watched the Natalia Grace documentary on the Discovery Channel but it’s interesting seeing it put into a drama. I’ve watched all the released episodes so far so I’m eager for the next episode to come out.

I’m also eagerly awaiting for season two of The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives to come out which should be soon hopefully as it said it was being released in Spring. 

I also loved watching ‘Undercove Underage’ on Discovery. (I’d highly recommend it; there’s two seasons to watch). It follows SOSA’s undercover operations to bring down online child predators by using adult decoys acting as minors online. They are a highly sophisticated organisation and work with law enforcement at every step so they have a 100% track record for convictions. SOSA have now moved onto YouTube ‘SOSA Undercover’ and have brought out a new series on there so I’ve been enjoying watching that too.

I’ve also been watching some other YouTube videos as well. I watch a mix of things, documentaries/TV shows, vlogs, lifestyle videos, disability related content, crafting tutorials, organising type videos etc. I watched a couple of vlogs based in Japan and I’ve followed a couple of channels with content based in Japan in them. So one channel is a content creator who lives in Japan and does life in Japan videos and the other was a content creator who vlogs about being a medical student and she did a year abroad in Japan. As a result of watching some of these videos the algorithm on YouTube is now suggesting a lot of Japanese related videos to me! I’d be interested in watching vlogs in other countries too as it’s been quite interesting and I’ve learnt a lot about living in Japan recently so I’d like to learn about other countries. I think vlogs from people living in those countries give you a better insight into life in those countries as they don’t show you the tourist things but what it’s like actually living there.

Five fab disabled people to follow!

Here is my list of favourite bloggers, YouTubers and writers to follow and why I love them so much.

Gem Hubbard

aka WheelsNoHeels

Gem is my top person I think you should follow especially if you’re a wheelchair user. Her channel has really helped me as a wheelchair user in so many ways from wheelchair skills, accessories for your wheelchair (I absolutely love my LapStacker) and just general wheelchair lifestyle content. Her ‘buying a wheelchair’ series when she was buying her GTM Jaguar was also invaluable for me too. Gem does other disability and some non-disability related content too. I love the fun and lighthearted nature of Gem’s content plus how she does it because she enjoys it. There isn’t any ‘and today’s first/second/third video sponsor is…’ like there is now with so many content creators or ‘and today I’m promoting…’. Gem doesn’t do any of this and I really like that.

• ‘WheelsNoHeels’ YouTube channel 
• Gem’s Instagram account  

Hannah Hodgson 

Hannah hasn’t posted anything in a while but I love her book reviews on her YouTube channel. From there I’ve found some great reads. Hannah is also a great and award winning poet and writer. She’s published several poetry pamphlets and a book as well as written many articles. I also love how open and honest Hannah is about having a life-limiting illness and about death and dying and hospice care. She’s very positive about it and outspoken about the subject. I agree that these things need to be discussed and they should be something that we can talk about in a positive way as Hannah does.

• Hannah’s YouTube channel
  
• Hannah’s blog - ‘Hannah Writes a Blog’
  

Pippa Stacey

I find Pippa’s content on her blog and social media’s really helpful and relatable especially as Pippa also has M.E. too. She’s able to do a lot more so she reviews different places for days out with what accessibility features are available. However Pippa also shows that despite the fun days out M.E. is still exhausting and she needs days to rest recover. Pippa is a big advocate for the disabled community and disabled people’s needs especially when it comes to disability and work. Pippa is a big fan of books and a brilliant writer herself. She’s published a few things and countless articles as well as her blog. I love her book ‘How To Do Life With A Chronic Illness’ it was a great guide and resource that I will use time and time again.

• Pippa’s blog
  
• ‘Life of Pippa’ - Pippa’s YouTube channel
  
• Pippa on Instagram
  

Jessica Taylor-Bearman

Jessica is a truly amazing person. She has come out of the darkest depths of very severe M.E. and written a book trilogy about her time in hospital, then home bed bound in one room, to then becoming a wife and mother amazing the people around her with the progress she has made. She is still unwell with M.E. but Jessica still manages to be a writer and speaker when she is able and has two wonderful children with her husband.

Jessica’s books

• ‘A Girl Behind Dark Glasses’
• ‘A Girl in One Room’
• ‘A Girl Beyond Closed Doors’

• Jessica’s blog and website
  
• Interview with Jessica
  

Hannah Deakin

Hannah is a great disability advocate. She does a lot of media work with Scope to raise awareness on lots of different issues. She also has a blogs and writes about a variety of really good topics that are very relatable, especially to younger disabled people. Like with Pippa Hannah also raises the profile of working when you have a disability and the challenges with that. Hannah also reviews days out and the accessibility of the venues. Hannah also does fundraising work and as well as speaking about disability she also talks about siblings grief after the loss of her brother.

• ‘Hannah’s Hope’ - Hannah’s blog
• Hannah on TikTok
  
• Hannah’s Instagram account

My new GTM Mustang wheelchair

Introduction 

I’m absolutely loving my new GTM Mustang wheelchair so far and it’s already making a massive difference to my life since I got it about a month ago on the 5th March. - I will do another update in a few months to say how I’m getting on with it even more as I settle down and hopefully go on a few adventures.

My previous wheelchair 

My old NHS chair was an InvaCare Action 3 chair. I’d had it 8 years so it had served me well. When I first got it it met my needs but the past 3 or so years it’s been more of a struggle for me and hasn’t really been meeting my needs so I’ve been researching different options. Id looked into both electric and manual and demoing different chairs, reading reviews, looking at what chairs other people have, pricing of chairs and everything in between. Eventually I settled on the GTM Mustang manual wheelchair.

It’s a lightweight ridged frame adjustable chair. I got it from Cyclone Mobility.

Read my blog post on ‘Getting my new GTM Mustang wheelchair’

My GTM Mustang: Customisations and how it’s benefiting me so far 

My GTM Mustang wheelchair so far has given me so much more freedom and independence compared to my old NHS wheelchair and I can really see it opening up doors to me.

I also love that aesthetically my new chair looks more ‘me’. Plus with it being an active wheelchair when I’m in it I feel like I look more like an ‘active disabled person’ who is independent and capable. My previous NHS wheelchair was more clinical looking and I’d tried to personalise the wheels and I used to love it when people said ‘I love your wheels’ when I was out in that chair but this new chair I feel more ‘me’. - When you’re in a wheelchair it becomes an extension of your body; it becomes part of you. They literally are my legs to help me get around so I feel it needs to look part of me too. My new wheelchair feels like my own pair of designer shoes. (It probably cost a few pairs of Jimmy Choo’s too!)

Choosing a frame was so hard (you won’t believe the dilemma I went through)! After a lot of changing of my mind and deliberation I went for a polished metal frame. - I was actually inspired by Gem’s at ‘WheelsNoHeels’ GTM Jaguar chair frame choice. I’m quite glad I’ve gone for this over a painted frame as in time it won’t get chipped and scratched like paint would.

I also went for all black upholstery and threading (I thought black threading would go better than white as it would blend in) and silver accents, so silver brakes and push rims. I thought silver would look nicer and more feminine than black plus it went with my frame too.

It’s a lot more comfortable to sit in my new wheelchair than it was in my old chair. The seat was designed to help with my hip and back pain. I didn’t want to sit at a 90 degree angle so my backrest is tilted back ever so slightly. My seat is an ergo seat so the back is flat and then it slopes up for my legs (if that description makes sense?) Also having the correct backrest hight has made a big difference. My shoulders have the freedom to move now when self-propelling my chair. Now I don’t have the problems I had with my shoulders that I had before like subluxed and dislocated shoulders and general shoulder pain. 

Having suspension is amazing and so comfortable to ride with on my Batec.

I’m also in a much more comfortable position with my Batec when I ride with that now too. When I got my GTM chair the guy adjusted my Batec to fit with my GTM chair. Before I had to lean forward arms out and I got backache riding my Batec; not to mention the fact that I had zero suspension. Now I can comfortably sit back in my chair the Batec handlebars have been lowered my arms are nice and relaxed so I can enjoy the ride and not get in pain like before.

The only thing I would change is having my feet out a little more as I didn’t know where my Batec bracket would be fixed to under my chair. The back of my legs are touching the Batec bracket however I’ve gotten used to it so it’s not a major problem. 

I do like how compact my new chair is. On my old NHS wheelchair the footplates stuck out so much. With my GTM chair being so compact and lightweight it makes it so so easy to transport. The backrest folds almost flat forward onto the seat. In my PA’s car she can easily put the backrest down and then put the whole chair in the boot. With my Dad’s car we also have to take the wheels off too but my Spinergy wheels are nice and lightweight too. It’s a million times better and easier than transporting my old chair.

Getting around in my new chair is so much easier compared to my old chair, especially because I’m not having to pushing around so much weight. This was one of the big problems with my NHS chair. I can now use my new chair in my home so when I’m really dizzy or wobbly or struggling to walk I can now get in my chair and get around and not be restricted to my bed (when I’m well enough) or be at a high risk of falling. I feel a lot safer now I have the back up option of using my chair in the house when needed. It’s also a lot easier when I go out too. I can actually push my GTM chair outside with ease too which I was unable to do before.

I’m really glad that I went for gekko grip on my push rims - they are a black strip that runs along the top of my push rims. They really aid me pushing my chair especially when my hands are in spasm or my arms are weak. I can even push my chair with just the heel of my hand. It was helpful to be advised it get the strip of gekko as Alex my rep from Cyclone Mobility advised me to get the strip of gekko grip in my push rims (if I wanted the gekko grip) to avoid friction when going downhill (as opposed to getting push rims that have gekko grip all over them). 

I’m glad I reconsidered and went for the large push rims they are fabulously ergonomically shaped making them so comfortable to hold and push my chair. I’m so happy with my push rims. - Originally I was going to get small push rims as I have small hands. The large push rims actually work out much better.

It really helped Alex coming out for a second time as it gave me time to research GTM wheelchairs and chat to some GTM wheelchair users (including Gem who was really helpful). Alex had measured me up and I’d chosen some options but second time round I’d had time to think and reconsider and also be sure that this was the chair for me too. - It was definitely a no pressure sale at all.

I’m also glad that I also decided to go all-in and get Spinergy wheels. I called up after I ordered my GTM chair and asked if I could change my wheels to Spinergy wheels. (This was one thing Gem had recommended to me. Initially I wasn’t sure and thought I’d get them at a later date but I then I thought that I may as well get them with my chair). They add to the suspension (as well as the suspension in my chair and tyres) and are lighter in weight than other wheels. The white spokes also look nice with the silver in my chair.

I’m really glad I also changed the plastic mudguards and footplates for carbon fibre ones as they look a lot more stylish than plastic. I think the plastic would have ruined the look of my chair and made it look cheap. The mudguards go over the top of the wheels so my clothes are well protected from the wheels and splash-back.

One thing that I’m really happy about that I thought I’d have to pay for is inside the front castors they’re silver the match my frame; I thought they’d be black inside. I went for thick castors on this chair as this makes it easier to go over grass, gravel, sand etc. Thin castors get stuck which is the problem I had with my old chair.

Another option I’m glad I chose was the pocket on the back of my wheelchair. It was something Alex said he finds useful on his chair and now I think I’d be lost without mine. It’s a lot bigger than I thought it would be and I can fit a lot inside. I struggled with the small zip so I put a zipper pull on it to help me.

With my chair being such a lightweight chair it allows me to use it with more ease and along with some of the customisations I’ve gone for like with my push rims this enables me to still be able to use a manual wheelchair. Using a manual wheelchair is really important to me as I want to be able to be as active as I can for as long as I’m able to. Maybe in three or five years time I might need something like power assist wheels like a SmartDrive device to help me continue using my chair, who knows? My Batec is also great as when I’m tired and unable to push or in a situation where I need the power of my Batec I can connect that to my manual chair and zoom off. It’s great to have that option between my manual chair and the power assistance.

So all-in-all so far I’m getting on really well with my new GTM wheelchair and it’s really benefitting me and making a huge positive impact on my life overall. I’m looking forward to summer coming and I already have a few places I’d like to go to now I finally have my GTM chair and the long wait for it to arrive was definitely worth it!

Disability services: Free listening libraries

For some people with a chronic illness/disability audiobooks can be more accessible for a number of reasons.

There are a number of listening libraries available free of charge to those who need to access audiobooks whether it be because of a visual impairment or a print disability.

So what is a print disability?

Irlen’s glasses

A print disability covers a wide range of things. It could mean you struggle to read print because of a specific learning disability like dyslexia. You could have Irlens Syndrome (also known as Scotopic Sensitivity). Also you don’t have a visual impairment but you struggle to read small or written print. It could also cover cognitive difficulties with reading such as poor concentration, brain fog and conditions like brain injuries. 

Print disabilities also cover physical difficulties with books too. For example struggling to hold a book or turn a page due to disabilities and conditions like Spinal Cord Injuries, M.E., Multiple Sclerosis, a brain injuries and so on.

Personally I feel this extends to reading, using and holding e-readers as well.

RNIB Reading Services

RNIB Reading Services is freely open to anyone who is blind, partially sighted or has a print or physical impairment that prevents them from reading standard print.

Their Reading Service is available in a number of different formats. There is a link between Amazon’s Alexa and RNIB’s talking books. They also offer books in braille and now a new service e-Braille. Books can also be loaned on Daisy CD’s and USB. They also have a library of books through the Dolphin EasyReader app audiobook library.

As well as books magazines and newspapers can also be accessed on audio.

Listening Books

Listening Books is “an audiobook lending charity for those that find their illness, mental health, physical or learning disability affects their ability to read the printed word or hold a book.”

Their books can be accessed through their website or through the Libby audiobook library app.

Magazines and newspapers can also be accessed.

To qualify for Listening Books you must have a disability, illness, learning disability or mental health condition that impacts your ability to read or hold a book.

Membership costs £20 a year however if you are unable to pay for your membership you can access all services for free.

BorrowBox

BorrowBox is a library in one app, from it; from it audiobooks and eBooks can be borrowed.

It’s a free service some local libraries now use to allow members to access digital content. You can check with your local library to see if they’re using BorrowBox.

Calibre Audio

Calibre Audio is a charity for people who find reading a printed book hard. This includes dyslexia, brain injuries, strokes, visual impairments and blindness and physical illness such as Parkinson’s disease, MND and arthritis

For those over 25 the fee is £3 a month or £30 for the year. For those using the USB stick service for books or those under 25 the service is free.

Calibre Audio uses to Dolphin EasyReader app or the Libby app, streaming through their website, USB stick, and through the Synapptic software used by those with visual impairments. 

Using my bullet journey to organise my life

I’ve been bullet journaling for a couple of years now. I have various layouts to help me keep on top of everything. Since I’ve really gotten into bullet journaling and found how to use it in a way that works for me it’s really helped me organise my life and my health and stay on top of things and reduce my anxiety too. I also get a lot of enjoyment out of bullet journaling too coming up with different creative layout designs.

I had tried bullet journaling in the past but I wasn’t quite sure what I was doing and how to bullet journal so I didn’t stick with it. Then I watched a YouTube video and the person spoke about how they used their bullet journal to streamline their life and health. I saw some of their layouts and it looked helpful and something that would benefit me so I thought I’d give it another try. I looked on Pinterest for bullet journaling for chronic illness layouts but I don’t get much results so I made up what I thought would be helpful. My past few bullet journals have altered to reflect what I’ve needed plus how I’ve developed and learnt more about how to do and use a bullet journal.

About me

I loved doing the a creative ‘about me’ page on the first page of my bullet journal for this year.

I’ve used stickers and doodles to show my favourite things and some words as well. I’ve got things like my favourite animals, colours, tea and coffee, blogging, books/audiobooks and pen palling. Basically it was things I could find stickers for. I’m now just missing a Moomin character sticker, especially if I could get my favourite character Little My. I’ve also written my favourite quote on there as well.

How I use my bullet journal for my health

Year in Pixels 

Fatigue ‘Year in Pixels’

This year and last I’ve done a layout called ‘A Year in Pixels’. I got the idea from my Medical History Passport as one of the page inserts for it is this. This year I’m recording my pain and fatigue levels. Last year I tracked how many headaches and migraines I had over the year. I chose to track pain and fatigue as they are my two main symptoms overarching symptoms.

How this layout works is down the side you have the dates of the month (1-31) and across the top you have the first letter of each month. I have a colour key to score my pain and fatigue levels each day ranging from great to severe: green, yellow, orange or red. For each day’s square I mark the score of how my pain and fatigue levels have been that day.

Doing this for my pain and fatigue will help me notice correlations between my pain and fatigue. I can also notice trends like colours building up in severity and how long severe or great pain or fatigue periods last. It’s quite helpful information to have and might help to use in things like some of my medical appointments. I can also tie it in with the symptom diary I keep too.

Symptom diary

As part of each month’s layout I keep a symptom diary. Each day I keep a record of my symptoms that day and and factors that might affect my symptoms. Sometimes I highlight anything significant such as a particularly bad seizure, a migraine or an M.E. crash.

It’s also helpful for things like medical appointments as it’s a prompt for me to know what symptoms I’ve been experiencing. It’s also helpful for me to track my symptoms too and notice any patters, trends or changes.

Monthly tracking and goal setting and prompts 

On my monthly layout it will vary but in the past I’ve tracked particular symptoms that month. For example pain, fatigue and mood. 

I’ve also set daily reminders and goals. For example daily goals and reminders to rest, do a daily body scan exercise and also my physio exercises. Sometimes I have one daily goal/reminder to do other months I’ve tried to set myself more. I’m also really bad at not doing catheter maintenance so I’ve also tried some months to do a layout to remind me to do it.

Over time I’ve found what has and hasn’t been helpful to include and track on my monthly layout and I’m still adjusting to try and find what works best for me.

Layouts for organising my life

I love doing layouts I find them so fun to do. Every layout I do I always design it differently. I don’t have a go-to design style like some people.

Monthly and weekly layouts 

I love my monthly layout with things like who I need to write to that month, my to do list, birthdays etc. All things I need to remember that help organise my month. It’s a good go-to page. I usually have a tracker or goal setter of some kind too. I might have a few or I might have one; I’m still working on this element.

Last year’s journal was bigger so alongside my monthly layout I drew a month calendar layout to chart key dates, reminders etc. In my journal this year it’s smaller so I’ve struggled to know how to input key dates, daily to-do tasks and reminders. Recently however I saw on instagram a post from someone I know a weekly layout they’d done in their bullet journal. I slightly altered the layout and did it over two pages as well but I think it’s going to really work for me. (Plus more layouts equals more fun designing.)

So what I’m planning on doing now is having my monthly layout, weekly layouts covering the whole month and then a symptom diary for the month and then onto the next month and repeat.

Example of a monthly and a weekly layout

Utility bills 

I have a pay-as-you-go smart meter for my gas and electric. Every Monday morning I log the meter readings for my gas and electric. In my bullet journal I have a one layout for my gas meter and one for my electric meter. I put in the date, meter reading and how much gas and electric I’ve used that past week so I can check my usage and see if prices have increased/decreased. I also log when I top up my meters each month; with how much I’ve added and the new meter total.

I just find doing this helps me stay on top of having a meter for my gas and electric as I can see my weekly usage. It also helps me know better how much to add to the meters when I top them up especially when I’m living on a budget and a fixed income.

Spend free days

Being dyslexic I’m a very visual person. I created this page to motivate me to spend less this year.

How it works is bills and other essentials don’t count. On a day where I spend something non-essential the day gets crossed out. On a day where nothing is purchased the day day gets a coloured mark. For me the more colour I see the more motivated I am to have another spend free day and it’s really helping me think about my spending and buying less.

What I tend to do now though is if I do buy a non-essential making it a spend day I tend to group what I need to buy onto that day to reduce my number of spend days. I am still more mindful of what I’m buying more now though this year and I literally will only buy what I need.

Lists

Like with my memory and anxiety I find my lists help to organise my life. They just clarify everything for me. Like when I can see who to thank after Christmas or a plan to declutter my bungalow or to complete my stash of craft kits it all suddenly becomes clearer and unmuddled. The task whatsoever it is becomes organised and actually now looks doable. I also get a sense of achievement too when I see boxes getting ticked off or coloured in.

Countdowns

I loved doing a countdown for my wheelchair arriving. I started it in my old bullet journal from the day I bought it but it was easier to do the countdown from the start of this year in this year’s journal. Doing the countdown helped me get through the long wait for my chair and towards the excitement of receiving it.

How home is adapted for me

One of the main reasons why I moved into my own home was because I needed somewhere that would better meet my needs. Back where I was living before at my Dad and stepmum’s there was many things I found inaccessible. Firstly and a big one was the stairs. Even bum shuffling up and down them was a real struggle especially the worse my health became particularly on my bad days. There was also nowhere to store my wheelchair in the house. I also couldn’t have some of the adaptations I needed like grab rails, a second stair bannister or a key safe as well as things like a perching stool in the kitchen. My bath lift was a constant annoyance for my stepmum and also when we had people like my brother come and stay over.

I’ve been living here nearly two years now and my housing association has done a great job over time at adapting my bungalow to meet my needs.

One thing I love about my home is how compact it is. I only have a front room with integrated kitchen and living room (and a craft area), my bedroom, bathroom and then my lovely back garden (which is an ultimate added bonus). Not having to travel far around my bungalow is amazing and is so helpful especially with my limited energy and mobility. It’s also very accessible for my crutches and wheelchair.

I have smart lighting and smart plugs around my home in the front room and bedroom. This makes it much easier for me to control the lighting. The main lights and lamps have smart bulbs in them; I can change the colour of the main lights to suit what I’m doing. I can also control how dim or bright the lights and lamps are. I have a smart light switch in my bedroom to make it easier in say an emergency for someone to put the lights on brighter. The switch also comes off and can be used as a remote. Normally I control the lights on my Apple HomePods or on my iPhone or iPad. I also have pre-set light mode settings.

My HomePods also have other features like timers, alarms, weather, speakers. I can also use it as an intercom to communicate with my carers in the front room when I’m in my bedroom if they can’t hear me. 

I also have remote controlled lights in my bedroom for softer lighting or sensory lighting. I’d love to get remote controlled blinds and a smart thermostat as well at some point.

How my new home has been adapted 

Ways in which my new home has been adapted or equipment I now have to make my life easier and to support and enable me to live independently.

Outside the front of my bungalow

• I have a key safe people can access my home when I’m unable to open the door myself.
• The ramped path up to my front door has been widened so I can turn my wheelchair around at the front door. Rails have also been installed either side of the ramped path.
• On my front door I have a T-Pull bar which allows me to pull the door towards me when I’m in my wheelchair so I can close and lock it.
• I have a Ring doorbell which I find helpful and it makes me feel safer. It allows me to communicate with carers especially if I’m unable to open the door I can ask them to use the key safe. I can also communicate with other people at my front door such as ask people to give me extra time to get to the door or to check ID.
• My Dad has made the front garden very low maintenance for me.

In my front room

• My inside front door has a thumb lock. Instead of struggling with keys (even with my KeyWing adapters on) I just have a large knob to twist to lock and unlock the door.
• I have a perching stool to use in the kitchen.
• In the kitchen I bought an induction hob oven. Though my PA/carers do most of the cooking I like to cook and bake sometimes with my PA. I got an induction hob because it was much safer than a gas or electric hob oven and it really does have a lot of safety features which I like.
• I have the furniture spread out so there is room for my wheelchair, it’s also easier to navigate to chairs in my sitting area and craft desk when I’m walking on my crutches. I also like to keep the floor clear of trip hazards and to give me landing space should I fall!
• I have a little parking space for my wheelchair and my Batec.
• I’ve also turned my fridge door into an organisation board which I find helpful.
• I have my hospital ‘go bag’ hanging by the front door.

In my bedroom 

I spend a lot of time in bed so I’ve set the area up around my bed to have everything I need. So my bedside draws are all organised with what I need and I have a few things under my bed within reach that I might need to access. - I plan to do a blog post on how I’ve created my bed space to be accessible for me.

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  My mushroom lamp

  The door between my front room and bedroom is a fire door. The fire service recommended this and there wasn’t a legal requirement for my housing association to put one I but they did. This gives me a lot of reassurance especially at night time or on a bad day when evacuating on my own would physically be difficult.
• The fire service also on the latest annual assessment recommended I get a CareLink smoke detector so I’ve had one of those put up in my bedroom. Should it go off CareLink will be alerted that my smoke detector has gone off and they can ask over the intercom if I’m okay or need the fire service calling if there is a fire (hopefully never).
• My CareLink intercom is also in my bedroom but they can hear me all over the bungalow (if they can’t they’ll call me). I wear a watch on my wrist I can either press it for emergency assistance or if I fall it picks up the impact and alerts CareLink and they come on the intercom to see if I need help. 
• I have my profiling bed, this allows me to independently get comfortable. It also helps me manage my autonomic symptoms by being able to tilt my bed and slowly sit myself up if I’ve been laid down. It’s also beneficial for those caring for me, including PAs/carers, nurses, community phlebotomists etc. (and when Hollie comes to massage me) as I can raise the hight of the bed making care tasks easier and protecting their backs.
• I also have a hybrid airflow mattress on my bed. This means it’s a static mattress with air flow tubes on top. - I’ve recently got a new mattress which is more comfortable because before I used to lay on the moving air tubes but now I lay on memory foam with the air flow underneath. What I like about my new mattress is how very quiet it is which is great for my hypersensitivity. My air flow mattress is there to help prevent me from developing pressure sores.
• My bed can also be accessed from either side now in my new home which is helpful.
• Over the top of my bed I have an over bed table. It’s nearly the length of my bed and can raise or lower in height. It’s on wheels so I can have it at the end of my bed or I can bring it towards myself to eat or do activities. A large portion of the table tilts at different levels so that’s helpful at times for some activities. Then the other part of the table just remains flat so I have a non-spill cup holder there and usually my pop socket phone holder. I also have a rechargeable lamp clipped onto my table that has three light settings and can dim and brighten which is helpful for activities and reading.
• Attached to my bed I have my Flexzi iPad stand which is amazing for hands free iPad use when I’m reclined or laid in bed.
• I also have plenty of room to store my medical supplies in my bedroom as it’s a good size room.
• I also have soft and sensory lighting in my bedroom. For example I have my different fairy lights; some come with a remote that I can dim and brighten. I also have my mushroom lamp that I find helpful for low lighting; it also has sensory light settings on it too. My aromatherapy diffuser has sensory lighting on as well. I also have my Mathmos Space Projector to project a lava lamp or a moving floral image onto the ceiling.

In my bathroom 

My bathroom isn’t a wet room. It’s a normal bathroom with a bath which is what I needed when I was looking for a property. 

• I can’t physically tolerate the sensation of a shower it’s very painful for me so I have a bath each day. To get in and out the bath I use a bath lift which lowers me into the bath and then raises me out.
• I also have a grab rail next to the bath so I can sit myself forward and I also have a grab rail near the toilet that I use.
• I also have more storage for medical supplies in the bathroom.

Outside in the garden

• My Occupational Therapist has given me a step as the step down is too far on its own for me. (I find it strange with my bungalow being a new building and the front of the building is ramped but there’s a giant step at the back of the building.)
• I’ve got a grab rail on the wall to hold onto as I step down onto the patio.
• On my keys on the back door I have a key wing to make it easier to turn the key. (I have lots of little gadgets).
• My Dad keeps up the with the gardening for me and is designing it to be easy maintenance for me so I can enjoy it but have what I want. For example raised beds so they’re at a better height for me. I also wanted a lot of nature in my garden so I have a bog garden than needs no maintenance and my seating areas will be fake grass so there’s less grass for my Dad to maintain. My wildflower patch that we’re hoping planting this year will also be low maintenance. I plan to install a watering system to make it easier once I have plants.

I feel so lucky at my age to have my own home and to have had it adapted for my needs. I’m also really grateful for my equipment that allows me to live more independently and give me more comfort like my bed and mattress. And also my Batec and very soon to arrive GTM wheelchair! I’m also grateful for my care team too as without them all: PAs/carers, the community nursing team, the community therapy team (OTs and physios), and my family and everyone else Ikve not listed wouldn’t still be here without them all. I hope I will have many more happy years living here.

I am worried of course about the proposed cuts to benefits as it would have a HUGE impact on my ability to live independently. From the practical side of paying for my bills, utilities, food etc. but also my disability extra costs. Being disabled can be very expensive, cuts to my benefits would also impact on my ability to buy my gadgets that allow me to do tasks independently. As well as little things benefits allow me buy essential equipment not provided for by the NHS such as my Batec and my new GTM wheelchair.

I really hope that if the benefit cuts go ahead the government will listen to campaign groups like Scope in the impact it will have on disabled people like myself and I won’t be affected too much so I can continue living on my own. I wrote another article for Scope this one shares my story one the impact benefit cuts could have on me as a disabled person who lives alone.

Disability services: Specavers home eye test

I’ve shared in a previous blog post about disability services I use and would recommend and I wanted to add about Specsavers home eye tests to this list.

Recently I had a home eye test and I wanted to leave a review and also make people aware that this service is available. Having an eye test at home is something I’ve had before in the past but it was quite a while ago. I recently chose to have my eye test at home again because of the lack of accessibility at my two local Specsavers - (I wanted to go with Specavers specifically as I needed new glasses and I wanted to get Cath Kidston frames which only Specsavers do). As well with Specsavers offering home eye tests meant that it was much easier for me to get my eyes tested as I was well overdue and trying to find a wheelchair accessible opticians vs going for a home eye test is one less task for me. The alternative would be having to consider things like disabled parking plus access in the opticians and then once I have my prescription head to Specsavers to get my Cath Kidston frames which all of that as you can imagine is a total headache compared to a Specavers home eye test. 

It’s also important to look after your eyes and have them tested regularly and just as important as seeing your dentist or GP or consultant.

The eye test

 It was really convenient, I was able to ask for an afternoon appointment to work around when I’m free after my PA (carer) had finished work. They don’t specify a time so there was a bit of waiting around for them to turn up but they did call me to say when they were on their way to me and would be with me soon.

Once they arrive they are able to set up wherever you’d be most comfortable so in a chair or staying sat in your wheelchair or you can even be in bed if needed for some people.

They started by taking a medical history and asking about how my vision has been since my last eye test and any problems I’ve been experiencing. They also ask if I was still under the hospital eye clinic - they check this especially if your illness affects your vision. I was also asked other questions about how my vision has been since my last eye test.

You don’t get the fully comprehensive test that you’d get in store as they can’t bring every piece of equipment with them. However they did have a small gadget to measure the pressure in my eyes and an opthalmascope to look into the back of my eyes.

They used an iPad for the letter board and set that up and used the traditional lens changing glasses and did a traditional eye test asking me the usual questions over and over like if one looks better than two, or three looks better than four, or whether I could see the letters better with or without etc. as well as asking what letters could be read on what line. They also checked my prism for my double vision and asked whether my double vision goes side-to-side or over the top - for me it the former.

I was also shown on the iPad paragraphs of text in different font sizes and asked what text size I could comfortably read. They slightly altered the lenses and asked if I could read and font smaller than before or not.

Choosing my glasses

 They’d brought along with them a big case of glasses to look at. That’s one downside to home eye tests, you don’t have a shop full of frames to choose from and you’re limited on what frames they bring along with them especially as they have to bring a selection that will suit a range of ages and styles for a wide variety of people. I did like some of the frames in the box but I really wanted to try both the frames I’d asked for. I’d asked for two particular Cath Kidston frames to be bought along that I’d seen and liked on the Specsavers website but only one had been brought so they came back for a second time with both frames for me. The mixup only happened because my appointment had been rescheduled but usually the frames you ask to be brought are brought along.

Tip: You can look on the Specsavers website like I did and ask for specific frames to be brought along and most of the time they are brought which is what I did. 

If there aren’t any frames you like the home eye test team can come back out to you with more frames to look at until you find something that you like. I found the Specsavers staff good at helping me choose my frames and what suited me and which frames I should have as a clear pair and which as my dark tinted pair. You can still add things like anti-glare to your glasses and coloured tints like you can if you went into the Specsavers store.

Getting my glasses delivered and fitted

Once I chose my glasses I had to wait for them to be made. When they were ready the Specsavers team arranged a suitable time to come round to deliver and fit my glasses.

When the lady came she showed me my glasses to make sure I was happy with them and then she fitted them. My frames didn’t need a heat machine she just needed to bend them to fit them and she ensured they felt comfortable and fitted well. She gave me the number to call should I need them to come out again to adjust the fit as she said they can change over the next few weeks as I wear them more. It’s free for them to back out to me just like the rest of the service I’ve received from my home visits.

Eligibility and funding 

You do have to be eligible for home eye tests; this could be because of a physical disability including access issues such as wheelchair access mor a mental illness such as anxiety disorders or due to health issues in old age - you can be any age to have a home eye test if you’re eligible. 

They also go through funding eligibility such as whether you’re eligible for free NHS eye tests and if you do buy glasses what components are funded and what you have to pay. So for me when I bought my glasses I had an NHS voucher to part-pay for my glasses and I also had funding to pay for the prisms in each eye of my glasses; the rest of the bill for the frames, anti-glare coating and darker tint I had to pay for myself.

You can pay in different ways; I paid on their card machine which I found to have a very accessible screen.

They also brought mini printers with them to print off my prescription and also my receipt once I’d chosen and bought my glasses.

If you’re not eligible you can still have a home eye test for a fee of £

Other things

 If needed they can refer people to their GP or to the hospital for further consultation. In my case because my health conditions affect my vision they put me down as needing another eye test in a year’s time just to keep a check on any changes to my vision.

The staff also all carry ID so if you’re unsure you can always ask to check their ID at the door before you let them in. I found the staff more than happy for me to check their ID.

Final thoughts

All-in-all it’s a service I’d highly recommend if accessing an traditional opticians would be difficult for you for whatever reason, whether that be poor physical access to physically get into an opticians, or due to being housebound or bed bound because of physical or if you have mental health illness such as an anxiety disorder. It was easy and convenient to book my appointment and buy my new glasses and to prove my eligibility for a home eye test. It also meant that my eyes got tested rather than going without especially as my illness does affect my vision.

It was also good that they were able to come back out to me with both of the frames I had an interest in.

The staff were friendly and helpful and willing to go with whatever was easiest for me. I felt like I got a good service throughout and a comprehensive eye test, as well as the service I got when choosing my new glasses both when I was looking at the frames brought along at my original eye test and when they came back out to me.

The service was fully free at no extra cost for all the times they came out to me which was great and much more accessible for me as well - it was less exhausting, I didn’t have to worry about access for my wheelchair and Batec as well as disabled parking, my hypersensitivity to noise, accessible toilets and more.

I also found the whole service more person centred and it was more laid back and met my needs better. Every visit was in the comfort of my own home and I didn’t need to worry about anything like in the middle of my eye test I was able to go to my bathroom. The staff I all met were all so friendly and accommodating and professional and knowledgeable. I definitely know I’ll be having my next eye at home again.

What I put in my hospital ‘go bag’

I keep a bag hung near the front door which is my my hospital ‘go bag’; it’s a pre-packed bag of essentials should I ever go to hospital in an emergency such as via ambulance or when I go to hospital which might result in an emergency admission. It’s easy for someone to grab for me like a paramedic or family member and it’s easy to spot as well. I also get someone to get my phone and Medical Passport to take with me as well - my Medical Passport is also quite important to bring along into hospital with me too, plus it helps me communicate my medical needs.

So, what do I keep in it?

Medication

The first thing that is in is inside is a clear toiletries bag of medication. I’ve tried to put in as much of my regular medication as possible that is still in the pill packets as this is the only way they can be written up in hospital. If I took my medication tray it can’t be used as individual medication can’t be accurately identified from one pill to the other. Sometimes it’s allowed though but not always so I always try to take pill packets so I can have my medication until the hospital pharmacy can provide my medication. I put my medication in a clear bag so it can be seen that it contains medication; also inside I keep an up-to-date list from my prescription sheet of what I’m currently prescribed so they know what to prescribe me in terms of my regular medications.

Toiletries 

I have a small bag of toiletries with just the essentials including:

• Pack of travel size Fresh Wipes - these wash wipes are great to take into hospital and make it so much easier for the staff to help me freshen up in bed when I don’t need a full-on wash with a bowl of water, shower gel and a flannel 
• I also have a packet of sterile wet wipes that I get with my medical supplies order, I use these to clean around my tube site, I’ve also got some wipes for sanitising my tube. I’ve also put in a tubie pad set as well so I can put a fresh set on for hygiene.
• TangleTeezer hairbrush and a hair tie
• Mini dry shampoo 
• Toothbrush and travel size toothpaste 
• Deodorant 
• I also use the sterile wet wipes to wash my face so I’ve got a travel tub of moisturiser to put on so I can freshen my face up as I find hospital air stuffy and it dries my skin out
• Packet of tissues and hand sanitiser - both always helpful especially as I can’t use the hospital alcohol based hand sanitiser 

I try to just pack the essentials as I don’t know how long I’ll be in hospital for. The main things I haven’t been able to pack in my toiletries bag is my barrier creams as I don’t have room for them all and I don’t know how long I’ll be in hospital for and if I am admitted I can get someone to pack them along with everything else I need like pyjamas etc. and have them brought to me.

Other essentials I’ve packed

In the front pocket of my bag I’ve packed a few other essentials:

• My power bank that can recharge my phone multiple times plus cables to got with it to charge my phone and the power bank itself 
• Then in a purse I made I keep:
• Two types of ear plugs: the first pair are complete high rating noise cancellation earplugs and the other pair blocks out background noise but still allows me to hear conversations while wearing them
• Noise cancelling earbuds - when I’m in hospital I just constantly listen to lots of books as I’m usually too unwell to do anything else to occupy myself
• A £10 note for ‘just in case’
• I also have a small book of communication cards that helps speak for me as sometimes my speech can be affected and on occasions I’m unable to verbally communicate. Without my book it can be very difficult staff from experience don’t always have the ability to understand why I can’t [or to them won’t] talk, sometimes staff are good and will allow me to communicate by blinking or squeezing their hand one for yes two for no, or writing letters on their hand - however it would be a lot easier if more people knew BSL so I could finger spell and use Sign Supported English (SSE) like I normally do at home when my speech is being challenging.
• One card gives my personal information: name, date of birth, emergency contact and brief medical information including the fact I don’t like cannulas in my hand. I also have cards explaining my main medical conditions and a card saying that my speech is challenging for me at the moment and to go with that a yes/no card.

I did think about packing some medical supplies especially drainage bags but my bag is only a mini rucksack and there is no room left in it at all and I usually expect and hope that the hospital to have what I need that will be suitable. If not I can get someone to pack what I need from home.

I’ve put a tag on so my cables are labelled as to what they are then on the reverse they have my name and mobile number. My other possessions are labelled with my name and mobile number too, just in case the get lost and if so they can be returned to me. I’ve had things go missing before usually when I’m being moved from one bed or ward to another so I’ve found it helpful to tag my positions. 

I find it really helpful to have this bag to use the essentials in there to take with me to Emergency Department visits that won’t result in a potential admission but I know that in there I’ve got some things I’ll need while I’m at the ED which I can pop back in once I get home. Such as taking my power bank, noise cancelling earplugs, communication cards etc. Once I’m home I can put them back in the bag ready to go. 

I think the only thing missing from my bag that I need to add to it is a luggage tag to identify it as my bag so that’s my next thing to add to it just in case it goes missing when I’m being moved beds/wards or I’m separated from my bag such as if I’m being taken for a scan.

Despite all being prepared with my bag I always hope to not need it, but it’s good to be prepared and it makes it a lot easier as I don’t have to get someone running around packing things for me while the paramedics are ready to take me off to to hospital.

Finally on my phone I keep a list of what I need additionally packing for me should I be admitted into hospital, I like to be prepared and having this list means that whoever is packing for me will pack everything I need and nothing will get forgotten.